I find it difficult to deal with myself. I stay alone in the house but do not deal with myself. I distract myself and don’t do much with my time although I love to pretend outside that I am super busy. The truth is I just don’t have my priorities decided. Sometimes even when I hv them decided, I do not hv the resolution within me to execute them. Why is my head such a mess? I love people, but I ignore relationships. Am I insecure about everything? I feel fragile. Always dream of being a better person, but never take control. I hv let my life run in the default mode. Have you felt like this?